Invest in yourself

I've only been in business online for about 6 years now. And in that time, I've had a wild array of "niches."

And the reason I jumped around so much was simple:

My sense of self-worth was utterly jacked up. Anything that even remotely resembled a “creative idea” had me salivating. I always had to be doing and creating.

Plus, I had no idea about my quantum human design or my 6/2 role model. The third stage was “climbing the roof” – the 6 Line when the Role model begins to appear in its true form. This transition comes after 50 years. (I'm 58) At this time, memories no longer cause such a strong emotional response as before, leaving a pure experience, pure knowledge. Then, having finally learned all the life lessons you will become an example of true wisdom. At the third stage, the Role Model implements its program – it becomes a mentor for other people, an authority who, through the example of his own being, was able to gain an understanding of life.

Only by seeking solace in life, forced me to rethink, heal, and let go of the past is when I began to move in a completely different direction in 2018, receiving a signature of my type: “Satisfaction”, “Success”, “Peace” or “Surprise”. By learning that by just being present and by choosing to be in the “now” is what saves me every time, keeps me grounded and focused. Success always follows.

My worthiness and value were bound up in other people's expectations.

So, I went in every direction that the wind blew.

At first, I wrote my autobiography, which for me was a great healing tool and can inspire others to transform their lives.

After that, I created my online courses. Programs to assist others through their awakening and ascension process, everything from self development to self mastery and connection with Angels.

That led to creating many downloadable ebooks on all the things I was knowledgeable about.

And that led to creating my website, my online store, and my metaphysical studio.

What happened in the process still blows my mind.

First, I realized that I wasn't alone in my struggles with self-worth.

I just had to quit judging myself and quit comparing myself to others success. It was when I stated being happy for others success and stopped giving a ‘f what others thought of me is when I began seeing my own business flourish.

I became magnetic, It didn't matter what part of the world people were from, how much money they made, or how they grew up. Even the people raised "in a loving home" or "hadn't experienced trauma" doubted their lovability, worthiness, and enoughness. They wanted what I had to offer. To buy my services.

Like me, they thought there was some sort of secret they hadn't figured out yet. Deep in their bones, they believed too that there were magic keys to the kingdom of love, acceptance, and abundance and that they just needed to prove they were worthy of them.

True to my transpersonal karma, it was helping others heal that story that forced me to heal my own. The mirror goes both ways, after all.

With each new story, each lightbulb moment, and each reclaimed shadow, I started to see that "worthiness" was a lie of the ego. It is a story that humans made up and has absolutely nothing to do with how the world - the Divine - actually works.

And this is excellent news because it means that...

Your worthiness, enoughness, and sense of value in the world are entirely your choice.

There is no perfect job, body size, meal plan, bank balance, or offer.

You have nothing to prove.

Everything the deepest parts of you are seeking - love, belonging, acceptance - is available to you right now. You have to give it to yourself!

There is absolutely NOTHING you have to do to "get" it. You don't need to earn it or prove that you are worthy of it. Its just yours. Already. You simply have to let it in. How? By living in your authenticity. Trusting, free flowing, and sovereign. You are a light in the world just like me. Here to shine, be seen, be heard, and to truly feel loved.

This, I know for sure. It is the path I've been on this whole time.

And while it might look like I'm here to teach self love and help you explore who you are- the heart of the matter is about your self-worth, willingness to let the goodness in, and capacity to just let it be easy. It will become easier when you focus on doing what brings you the most joy. Just being my authentic self gives me contentment , peace, and fulfillment.

Happy New Year! May your year be filled with magical surprises, insights, health, prosperity, and so much love!!!

I’ve got you when your ready! Let this be your year of complete transformation!

Xxo Kathleen